Urge and desires first came apparent

[Deleted Member]

Ok new at this but here goes .

I assume not everyone right from the start knows they are bi or gay. Im trying to see where I fit or dont Or better yet if talk private with u if want to. I love women I'm attracted to them everything about them.i am well versed in sexual pleasure not bragging I was taught to be.

But i recently found myself with my girl friend at her friends house participating in what she call all lights out no hold bar sex experience.  We showed up , kinda like haunted house came removed all clothes handed toys . I got a vibrating cock like thing , go in to room blindfolded and feel around what happens happens.  One hand this vibrating dildo ther out in front feeling , alot happened can tell all here. First thing I felt was a tit so I feel all down her body go to lightly touch clit , lips , nope I felt a dick instead  I can hear yuri my girl asking if that me I said no it was then heard her say God Sam. She was atleast 4 or 5vfeet away, and now I got s hand on me and hands on my head and second later war. Wet mouth has locked on.my dick . I forgot about that duck being around a d that my hand was holding a cock hard one. Zuri moaned loudly I got hard then thought it may be a mans mouth on my now pulsating pole and. Twitched at the thought . At that moment felt my head guided towards what had to be a sick rubbing .my face and I said um hey and there it was in my mouth resting the head on lips and I felt hand pull my head down on it. Afraid to say a thing I open my mouth . My own cock jump in place at the thought of having a cock in my mouth the taste of this obviously large headed dick its taste it's hard flesh smooth rigid musky salty object invading my mouth and now I was concioues of it making me grind my hips I was so turned on. I blasted without any warning moaning and groaning on this cock I find almost all the way in my throat . My moaning on his cock made him lose it and pull hard on my head to make me take what I guess was a fat 7inch hard pulsating man meat knowingly waiting to get loads of man cum in my mouth and then on my face.

Had thoughts before , but now I am jacking off with mental pic in my mouth and in my ass

Edited February 5, 2020 by Deleted Member
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[david-4924]

okay l love you daddy 

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[Chrisdj77]

I would like to just jack u off

[Showman]

On 2/7/2020 at 8:19 AM, Chrisdj77 said:

I would like to just jack u off

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[An****]

Der Drang, mit Männern Sex zu haben, ist bei mir eigentlich schon eine ganze Weile.
Ich liebe auch Frauen, keine Frage. Aber in der letzten Zeit habe ich ständig Gedanken, mit Männern zu schlafen.
Hatte ich in der letzten Zeit auch, aber das ist ein anderes Thema!
Bei Männern sieht man, wenn sie geil sind, sich ihre Schwaenze unter dem Zungenspiel erheben und die Lusttropfen zum Vorschein kommen, die dann auch von mir aufgenommen werden.
Gay-Pornos haben mich schon immer fasziniert.
Aber am liebsten hat es wohl jeder "Live"!
Es ist wirklich eine schwierige Frage: Ich bezeichne mich selbst als Bi, aber die Tendenz geht zu Gay!
Habe momentan eine richtig geile Affäre mit einem ganz wunderbaren Mann, der weiß, was ich will und mich total anmacht.
Das Problem ist, daß ich in einer Beziehung mit einer Frau bin. Verzweiflung pur, da ich ihr auch nicht weh tun kann und will, wenn ich ihr meine Neigungen mitteile.
Aber der Sex mit meiner männlichen Affäre ist so unfassbar geil, das ich das auch nicht missen kann/will!
Was mache ich nun?
Wäre über Tips oder Vorschläge dankbar!
Liebe Grüße

[Curous1]

This is a true account of when I became aware of my desire for men. During my early 20’s. I was the product of a middle class Catholic family.  And hadn’t given gay sex much thought. Other than being aware of it and convinced it’s morally deprived, and not something I’d ever do (famous last words). Then while working out of town and not knowing a soul. I was out driving and saw an ABS. My GF was back at home and I hadn’t been laid in a while. So I stopped in to check it out. I had time to kill and looked over the straight porn thoroughly. It was hot and arousing for sure. But then my curiosity got the best of me, so I wondered into the gay section to take a look. And instead of being turned off and repulsed, the exact opposite happened. I found the photos of men stroking and sucking cocks and cum running down their chin very arousing! And my dick was getting hard! Before long I had a raging hardon and was so horny my cock was throbbing! I had to cum and this place didn’t have booths and I couldn’t wait until I got back to where I was staying. So I found a safe place and pulled off the road to park. Quickly I undid my pants and my cock, stood straight up. I went to work stroking myself to orgasm and a big cum load (it didn’t take long). Afterwards I freaked out a little over what happened, but it didn’t last long. And I found myself back at the ABS in a few days buying gay porn, when I realized that men sucking cocks really turns me on. I stroked a lot of loads out fantasizing about being the guy on his knees with a cock in his mouth. But I buried those desires when I went home, and for a long time thereafter I only had women. But today my desire to pleasure men is far greater and I enjoy it. There’s nothing hotter and more sexually satisfying to me, than taking a mans cock deep into my mouth and pleasuring him to a moaning orgasm and shooting his cum down my throat! And that was the day I became hot for cock! 

[Gbabycuriuos]

Can i suck u off

 

[bo****]

My mum was surprised when i brought a girlfriend home to meet her...Maybe my mum knew i wore her panties.The girlfriend thing ended when she caught me wearing her stockings.I sucked my first cock when i was 17 and when he french kissed me i just melted and discovered my sexuality that day.I was a naughty slut in my ***s and twenties so instead of pubs and clubs i visited local toilets where i knew guys liked to face fuck bitches like me.The guys didn't care i was a transvestite because i spent most of my time wearing only stockings and a suspender belt as i sucked their cocks.Some wanted me to get naked for them.It was extremely risky being naked on the wet toilet floor but there was generally a guy watching out for guys who might genuinely need a piss.Some of the guys i sucked liked to piss on me.Years passed,i travelled and had a few encounters,a lot actually.Egyptian guys have a thing for single gay bitches like me.Im older now and don't really go cottaging.Im more a suck a guy's cock in his car type of slut or my new discovery,my local gay sauna.I can indulge in sex in comfort and be relatively safe.I had a Master for a while and discovered my submissive side.Im still a gay slut that enjoys sucking cock,having sex toys in my fuck hole but really do have the need to be fucked deep.

[Curous1]

7 hours ago, Gbabycuriuos said:

Can i suck u off

Who are you asking?