I have been craving a regular fwb. I’m looking for a discreet one way affair.

[Imintomen]

So been in the closet. Now I’m on the dl looking for opportunities to suck a dick. Been doing this way for more than 10 years. Found a hookup site. That is active in my area. Put myself out there a bit much in my opinion. Hosted at a hotel once and had to stop myself. Seamed to easy and to risky. So I tried looking for a buddy. Someone who likes getting sucked. I’ve advertised that thinking, I’m masculine mature straight acting guy that a buddy would be a discrete way.

 Okay I’ve been doing it this way about 2 years and no progress. Community culture and demographic location. I’m thinking anyway. Have been a seaming waste of time. Looking in all the wrong places.

Still have belief that one day I will. Not love but lust. Maybe something to that.

Lol!  I’m just a horny man looking for a horny man.

 

[Nawdy_2]

You have to put yourself out there and take a risk. Albeit a calculated one.

[Imintomen]

Putting myself out there? There are no LGBTQ establishments where I live. The closest is 60or70 miles away. I don’t see myself propositioning strange men for gay sex. I don’t know. Guess I have to live this life the way I get it.

thanks for your comment Nawdy_2.

[vi****]

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