just thankful for what i have now.. - Love and Romance

[Sh****]

i have had a some really bad relationships.. my ex really fucked me over big time not only did he take money from me and son and all he did was lie to me... i gave him my heart and soul he just played with over a year... through all that i had my bff that helped me get through it.. it was rough but then i found my gf... she the first person i have dated that don't feel i have to be this fake person.. i can be me with her... she expects me for me... i couldn't ask for a better gf.. she has taken me and my son together... she has bonded with my son and my son with her... his dad hasn't been around for 3 years.. here comes this wonderful girl into our life's that want to be with us and she wants to help me raise my son... i thank god every day that she is in my life... i couldn't make it through the day with out her... she just walked in my life at the right time.. when me and her first started talkin i knew then i had to be with her... there was just something telling me that i had to.. at the time me and her started talking i was trying to work it out with my ex but there was just something telling me that i just need to give up on him cuz he is not goin to change... i knew that day i was over him for good.. this time i let my heart lead the way to my baby.. i never thought in million years i that would be dating a girl.. it took me a long time to find my true self... now that i have im so thankful every day that i have the most amazing gf.. i know that im not perfect and im going to make mistakes but im learning from those mistakes and makin the best out of what i have until the day i get to see my baby.. we were going to get married in Aug then we got into a huge fight she called off the wedding.. then a few weeks later i found my baby ring that is a cross so i put on my dogs tags that made off the net my gf has a set too... so late that nite i get a txt from my gf i had stop talkin to her cuz i ran out things to talk about and i was sleeping too LOL but then she came back with lets talk about getting married i was totally shocked.. she had changed her mind about it which shocked me i didn't think we would get married this year but we are in July and of course she had to pick the busiest weekend in July... with her b-day and 4 of July all in one weekend is going to be busy at is then trying to get a wedding together when i move down to where she is at the end of may that's only leaves me a a month to pull it off.. i know i can.. we aren't goin to have a big wedding... cuz i spend that money on other things so we are just going to do a simple and small wedding .. just having my baby in my life and my sons life im just so thankful that i finally found what i been lookin for the only thing is she is girl i dont care.. she has tattoos also and she an tattoo aritist two things right there i think is totally hot.. i have tattoos also so its really nice to have that in common.. she is just hot with all her tats ... i just want to *** her LOL...

[Ka****]

lol well im glad thing worked out for you and her i wish my babe girl could make up her mind about wat she wants cuz she just keeps playin those game with me and i want to leave but i love her way to much im glad you could walk away from you ex i hope u have a long and happy lie with her

[Sh****]

thanks so much kate... yea i know what u mean.. there just comes a time where u have to decided when to throw in the towel.. thats what i had to do... it just wasn't worth the time and engry anymore... yea im gald too that i could walk away from me and realize its my time to be happy..

[Ka****]

yea it takes some 1 strong to do that cuz i want to walk away but i dont kno how or if i can

[Sh****]

yea that it dose... but u have to weigh your options are u happy or not.. as long as u have good friends around and u can do anything.. thats what got me through it.. u have to make the choice to leave

[Ka****]

yea and figure out if u have enough self respect to kno u deserve better so im happy for you every one needs to learn that concept me being one of them cuz its easier to talk it that actualy do it

[Sh****]

yea i hear ya.. and thanks.. well if you ever need someone to talk to im here.. u can also get hold of me on here we can chat.

[Ka****]

yea thanks well good luck and all keep in touch

[Sh****]

thanks i will do to that

[Ka****]

yea np